Wow. im sitting here at pasta pomodoro with my usf friends. were jus joking around and olivia and me end up talking about how ive changed and how she doesnt know which kind of nate i am. new nate or old nate. now im sitting here contemplating on who i really am. am i the preppy innocent nate who held true to his values? or am i the new shaved head ears pierced new nate, who drinks and smokes and is just like everybody else?
i honestly dont know anymore. i thought the new changes were good, they wer improvements to an a boy who needed to grow up, but now im not so sure anymore. maybe ive become worse. im more outwardly cocky than i was before and now eveb though i get alot of head turns and stuff, i feel like everybody sees me differently. they either like the new me or hate it, but i never asked myself that. i think i need to re-evaluate this new nate. because im not gonna lie, some parts of me miss the old nate.
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