Sitting in Church

So i was sitting in church today and i was thinking. I always like to think in church cause its so quiet. I was thinking about my last post, and about how i was question my new changes, the ears the hair, the attitude. But then i thought to myself, what is change really? is it an automatic improvement on my self, or merely a reflection of a process, something that is soon to become a part of me. its like trying on clothes to see if you like them or not? What i realized was change is inevitable, and although I may miss parts of my old adolescent slef its okay to lose parts of myself as long as i remember who i am. I'm still a good person. its not like i kill people, or steal from people. I'm still a good kind hearted playful kid at heart and thats what truly defines who i am. Not if i drink or smoke or not, which im still giving up btw. So there it is. I should be proud of who i am. I know what i want, I know how im gonna get it, and im determined to get it. So i'm not gonna fret about what others think of me. Love me or hate me, but please... just take me as i am.